After botox did not work for me, I pretty much continued with my normal life, although as the days passed by I was becoming more and more quiet. At gatherings, table conversations. I stopped going to my Victory Church Fellowship small group because it was frustrating not to be able to converse well. I was fortunate to work with very professional and medically literate people and I was given non-speaking work in the office. By end of the year (2010), I had decided to take a long break from work. Jan 2011 to July 2011. No salary , of course. But I’m very grateful for the chance the company has given me to focus on my healing.
Because of the swelling and the trauma caused to my vocal cords, I had to take a couple of weeks voice rest. Believe it or not, I really stuck to it. I used whiteboard, magic slate, notebook and pen. I learned American Sign Language (ASL). I am determined to do whatever is needed to have my voice back.
A Thinner Whiteboard, the one with the yellow sun. Using it to talk with bday boy Pat. |
| Purple Notebook & Pen, with bf Mark |
| My Sign Language Instructor Allan (pls come back to the Phils!) |
I hope and fervently pray that my speaking voice will improve by mid July 2011 - when I need to get back to work.