After botox did not work for me, I pretty much continued with my normal life, although as the days passed by I was becoming more and more quiet. At gatherings, table conversations. I stopped going to my Victory Church Fellowship small group because it was frustrating not to be able to converse well. I was fortunate to work with very professional and medically literate people and I was given non-speaking work in the office. By end of the year (2010), I had decided to take a long break from work. Jan 2011 to July 2011. No salary , of course. But I’m very grateful for the chance the company has given me to focus on my healing.
Because of the swelling and the trauma caused to my vocal cords, I had to take a couple of weeks voice rest. Believe it or not, I really stuck to it. I used whiteboard, magic slate, notebook and pen. I learned American Sign Language (ASL). I am determined to do whatever is needed to have my voice back.
A Thinner Whiteboard, the one with the yellow sun. Using it to talk with bday boy Pat. |
Purple Notebook & Pen, with bf Mark |
My Sign Language Instructor Allan (pls come back to the Phils!) |
I hope and fervently pray that my speaking voice will improve by mid July 2011 - when I need to get back to work.
Tim...i am with you in prayers....i never thought that you have gone too far on this issue...but I am encouraged that despite of all this things...you are still staying right on track...of course with the help of the Almighty...
ReplyDeletethis blog is great....keep on inspiring us...
Thanks, Ayds! It's been hard. Losing my voice, losing my bf. It's also one reason, I think, because I can't communicate well. And relationships need good communication.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad to have God and friends like you.. my regards to your mom! She's one of my inspirations why I still have hope!
Tim....i know it is really hard.....but hang on ok? dito lng kami.....no matter what....
ReplyDeletethanks tim for still connecting with us....lagi nga kinekwnto ni nay nag cocommunicate kau....i learned your case from her..i thought simple lng....i know God is bigger than your problem...
Take care..atleast naka FB ka na...ok? madali n lng ang update....